k i s s i s s i p p i

i am

i am just having a really bad day, headspace wise

and now suddenly there is this

this HOPE

dangling in front of me

and i want to believe it’s true i want it to happen but i’m really afraid that if i let myself get too invested in it is going to be just as awful as everything else

and the extra sad thing is that this little nugget of HOPE is really

well it’s not even a BIG THING. not even a thing that will actually make anything more than the tiniest amount of stressors leave my life

but i really really really need even that one tiny break

fuck

don’t show me hope it is so much easier to just stay here in my bitter, pessimistic little sphere

i need it for purposes

fastpuck replied to your post: fastpuck replied to your post: Tonight I am going…

ahhhhhh here! amphigory.com/special… a friend of mine is a hair dye aficionado and she loves the shit out of this place c:

EEEEEEEEEEEEE THANK YOU! <3 <3 <3 /bookmarks

sob i miss dying my hair so much. fucking work and its fucking bullshit rules

manic panic still exists, yes!

oh

oh my word

/hands all aflutter

this made me happy in a way i cannot possibly describe

i was about to suggest a website you could order hella-primo-quality dye but then i remembered 3 DAYS BEFORE HALLOWEEN lmfao welp. ~w~

I WOULD STILL LOVE TO KNOW THE SITE? for future needs, obviously

my little punk teenaged self knew where to buy ALL THE HAIRDYE but these days i’m falling farther and farther away :(

Tonight I am going to a haunted house/field/woods thing with my bff who is coming back from Horrible McNowheresville for the weekend. That is a fun thing!

Except that I will not have a costume ready. Because this is what happens atti. this is what happens when you decide your costume three months in advance and go oh! a pink tshirt with some balloons painted on and a bottle of pink hair dye that is super easy no need to get right on that or do any kind of planning at all

and then suddenly

it
is
three
days
before halloween

and you haven’t been to the store.

GOOD JOB ATTI.

(in other news does anyone know where i can obtain pink hair dye that is not Hot Topic? dnw to go to hot topic

does manic panic even exist anymore

/old fart)

okay yeah i bought it

chelicerae:

lilpocketninja:

bathearst:

recursivities:

my wok is broken and had to be thrown out but i am making stir-fry anyway because fuck youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

polite query, friend

how do you break a wok

mte

 OH MAN WHY DID YOU ASK THAT

ATTI NO

ATTI IT’S OKAY

(guys you won’t like her when she’s angry)

GUYS I HERE NOW AND I TURN SO GREEN AND ALSO ATTI SHIRT RIPPING OPEN?

my wok is broken and had to be thrown out but i am making stir-fry anyway because fuck youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

fastpuck replied to your post: i am just going to sort of. pretend fritos are a breakfast food.

okay I had a big fat handful of chili cheese fritos for breakfast (at 1pm lol). are you me

Prooooooooooooooolly not, bc chili cheese fritos make me D:

but inappropriate-breakfast-food-spirit-twins? FUCK YEA

chelicerae:

recursivities:

I have our supplies ready darling. let us off into the dark.

(the glass jar is for spider catchin, in case that wasn’t obvious)

 This is the best post ever made

All we’ll ever need. You. Me. And a big fucking thing on fire.

Ever have that feeling when you’re talking to someone, where you are having one conversation, and the other person is having a totally different, other conversation.

But that if you point it out, it will accomplish nothing except to make you look like a giant asshole.

that would be nice…

If I ever figure it out I will share my findings!

andrastesflamingarse replied to your post: One day I will learn how to not be upset at seeing excellent, well-written, thoughful fucking stuff get passed over in favor of garbagey, gross bullshit

Sometimes I feel that way about writing porn. Not that porn is bad (who doesn’t love porn?) but that it’s porn and I could be writing something deep and with plot. Except I suck at writing so I stick to oneshots. :|

Idk, I think you often get the same thing happening even within the microcosm of porn, obviously on a smaller scale, granted.

I mean, you have at one end of the spectrum well-researched, well-characterized, well-prosed porn (maybe sometimes even with plot!), and then from there the range all the way to WHAT ARE ANATOMY, FUCKING TENSES HOW DO THEY WORK, CLICHE CLICHE CLICHE.

From what I have observed in my vast readings (lolz), one end of this spectrum is going to be demonstrably more well received than the other, as a general rule.

but I am afraid that today is not that day.

don’t you judge me!

bathearst:

tanyart:

manicscribble:

jennittles:

cupitsy:

REBLOG WITH YOUR ANIMU SELF

ka wa ii

Uguu.

average put upon anime girl

tanya u r so kawaii

but the kawaiiest one

is me

the angry eyebrows are never angry enough

YOU ARE FAMOOSE.

i know the feeling :( /pats

it

it wasn’t even that great of a post

i

i guess it was just well timed

but i am losing other replies in the tide and i just

don’t

people generally duncurr about the things i do

i am just

watching the notes climb

and i am kind of getting freaked out by it?

idk man

idek

bathearst:

recursivities:

uuuuuuuuuuum

it’s called DISCOVERING NEW TALENT????

you have got to give all them other frogs a chance to get known you know

somewhere

somewhere in the world

a poison dart frog is crying at the destruction of its dreams

and it is all. your. fault.

i destroy the dart frog’s habitat with all the paper i use and then i destroy its dreams

hoo hoo ha ha

i have become casting director, destroyer of worlds

you’re a MONSTER

next you’ll try to cast lockjaw with—

with—

gonzo or something

IS TALENT NOT SACRED TO YOU

DO YOU HAVE SUCH DISDAIN FOR THE SOURCE

your reign is madness! human sacrifice! cats and dogs living together!

o-oh

w-wait

…

bathearst:

recursivities:

kermit

is just a poor man’s throg

besides. he’ll get the accent all wrong

DO YOU HAVE A BETTER CHOICE OF FROG ACTOR

ARE THERE ANY OTHER WELL-KNOWN FROGS WORKING IN THE MOVIE BUSINESS

you can’t just cast an unknown to lead a film this big atti

uuuuuuuuuuum

it’s called DISCOVERING NEW TALENT????

you have got to give all them other frogs a chance to get known you know

somewhere

somewhere in the world

a poison dart frog is crying at the destruction of its dreams

and it is all. your. fault.